Ugh. It's so unfair. (Lol, I only get to use that phrase for one more year! It can only be used by teenagers.)
I love the summer and I can't wait for exams to be over etc. etc. but what I really CAN wait for is uni. I mean, it's going to be amazing if I get in, and I really want to go, but it means breaking up with Alex for good and I absolutely hate that we have a time limit. The unfair bit is that I partially dread the end of school (everyone else can love it!) because then there will be no more stages before we have to break up, it'll just be the summer. And that is scary.
I really do try my hardest not to think 'it's so unfair, everyone else gets to keep their boyfriend' because I know it's an individual thing and that it would be a million times worse to stay in a relationship falsely with one person not being 100% in with the idea, blah blah blah. But it's so hard to just accept it. I almost feel like we're chickening out. It just feels like a waste. Part of me doesn't give a crap how hard it would be or how sensible it is to split up, and it's hard to keep sitting on that bit of me and keeping it down.
Anyway enough of that. I have English revision to do and my nails to paint and my legs to shave! 
Ah summer. Sunburn and BBQs on scummy beaches and no more leaving my legs for weeks on end...not that I do, of course. That would be highly embarrassing.
Ooh and I had my Latin unseen AS retake today (first exam - so it begins!!) and it wasn't that bad. Naturally, that means that I will have got a D or something. But my creative writing skills hardly made an appearance at all! For most of it I actually knew what it was on about!
